Saturday, May 4, 2013

I usually start with the weird first

fancy meeting you here


Arms distance


^
yup! ...Until you find someone that agrees the suspense is better and finds other ways to be close....


and all of the sudden:


S.M.I.L.E.S





aint nobody got time for that.....or that

I've been so incredibly busy...and I like it

Time has passed and i don't feel like I'm avoiding things anymore... there are some days... maybe even a few that I get sad and miss him and his touch... but its nothing compared to the peace I have now.

Im in love with my job and the things that I am learning and my team... and the building and its majesty... i'm excited for something again

Ha! just be careful with the rain

I gotta get more organized... little by little I'll get the hang of it

I'm ok








Monday, April 29, 2013

bounce houses, zip lines and black ops oh my!

Surprisingly I really enjoyed myself... had a great time
got to see someone in a different environment, a more real and genuine one.

I knew that persona was all an act, but man what a different picture...

we're all in need of love

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Beetlejuice


I’m only your friend after school

yesterday I felt like the kid who was friends with the cool kid but only after school because he/she was their neighbor...

I have no words actually… I’m surprised at how hurt I got and how I reacted when I left.
I can’t believe after talking so much and genuinely or what I thought was genuine… I got treated like that… If I wanted to feel like shit I would have stayed home
I can’t believe what a douche he was being…even the other one was chiming in but I don’t care much for that one anymore. 
I don’t understand, I was being attacked from both sides and I’m not quite sure why… and to think I took time out of my day to hang out.
Sadly that’s how things have to happen, so the weeding out process can continue…


Thursday, March 28, 2013

who would you call if you had 5 free minutes!?

I feel like with all the mediums by which to contact a person, a phone call has lost its value.

This becomes especially more valuable when the person is abroad... 

Today I got the chance to contact someone that I have communicated with via the internet but whose voice I hadn't heard in a year; what a difference! And even though it was hurried, timed and limited and the connection was really bad (mostly because it was free) it was better than all those small interactions online.